I wanted to add that I had a talk with David today, and we sorted through some things. He mentioned that he had been doing better of late before this weekend, and I agreed. In fact, having a week of better (since his last session) followed by a weekend of utter hell as far as I was concerned was what triggered a lot of my problems last night. We've decided that he's just not going to try to come home in the evenings during drill weekends any more. It's simply too rough on him and me and the kids, since he's too tired to really spend time with them or me anyway, and that's the whole reason we started doing it that way in the first place.
Things aren't perfect, but they are better than I was feeling the other night. If I'm going to put the bad stuff out for people to read, I have to put some of the good stuff too. :)
Things aren't perfect, but they are better than I was feeling the other night. If I'm going to put the bad stuff out for people to read, I have to put some of the good stuff too. :)
no subject
Date: 2004-02-09 09:06 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2004-02-10 04:18 pm (UTC)From: